I am not attention seeker . I am just depressed

Those laughing voice ,those deep cutting words hurt as days passed on.

They said time heals every wound but no one told me how much time will it take.

How long I have to pretend to smile ,to hide behind this mask for the sake of selfish souls.

Those words haunts my dreams as well as my consciousness Go Die ,you are just a burden ,ugly, worthless,good for nothing . 

Those screams make me hollow ,make my body go cold .

Can't take it anymore 

I am not an attention seeker 

I just want help .

Depression is a burden and serious issue in this ever advancing era ,some hide it so well ,some crumple down under its weight,it has many forms,voices and colours but with each passing phase it's get even more deadly.

Self harming is so common in depressed person like a second nature just to escape the emotional trauma and relieve that in form of physical pain.

Some people can't digest the simple fact that they need help or they loved ones need help .

 Is it too hard to seek help when in need ,we all know how hard it is to come out when you can't even see a single light in your own bleek and gloomy World.

But when even can't take it anymore ending this life is the only solution at the time it seems the only solution because it's the most easiest one out there.

Ending it all at once from all the painful memories , realities that haunts day and night.

But just telling someone ,just relieving how you feel can it be really difficult ,yes it can be and is very difficult than why don't talk to a professional .

Going to a professional COUNSELLOR does not label you as mad .

We all are little damaged in some sort of way so there is no way a depressed person can be declared mad just to beacause they are seeking therapy to better there life.

They are fighters , warriors call them Anything but giving up is never a good option.

Just try a little and may be there will be light at the end of the tunnel.

Its burns my very soul 

My ver being to hurt so deeply

With words that cut more sharply than a butcher knife.

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